The Night Before Solstice (Crone Denial NO More!)

The Night Before Solstice by Kathy Crabbe Crazee Janice dancing as fast as she can by Kathy Crabbe (Creative Soul Deck)

I got sick for a day, probably because I burnt out on marketing, so I'm throwing it all out the window for Solstice...letting go...ahhhh. As I sit in my hot tub and feel the weight lifting I relax fully and completely into Goddess; into me.  Funny thing is, when I do this two great ideas come to me.

  1. I need to focus on ME and that's okay; in my art and my writing.
  2. There isn't much out there for the CRONE online. It's Millennial dominated (and Gen X) and I am the bridge.

I was born in 1965 so I am the very first of my generation (Gen X) to turn fifty. I understand the computer and am comfortable there and I can share all I do with other CRONES.

Strangely enough,  I was at a store yesterday (bargain shopping, of course) with my buddy; a fellow artist and crone, and the checkout lady asked if I wanted the Senior Discount. "What?!" I said..."NO! I'm not a senior yet". My friend, Terri Stiles Alkayali who is, inquired what qualified one as a senior and then gladly took the 20% discount. Later, she laughed, saying I was in CRONE DENIAL. I love that term. Did she make it up? Anyway, here's to the CRONE and yes, I celebrate CRONE-DOM with my beautiful grey hair. I'm fifty and proud of it. ***Blessed Be***

Kathy Crabbe Creative Soul Guide in Temecula Wine Country, CaliforniaAbout Kathy

Kathy Crabbe inspires soul-seekers to discover their innate gifts and talents through intuitive, creative expression in safe, relaxed and playful environments. She has been an artist forever and a Creative Soul Guide since awakening her own intuitive gifts at age forty.

Kathy lives in sunny SoCal with her husband and pet muses, Abby the shaggy black dog and Djinn Djinn, the small scruffy one in an adobe home they built themselves. Kathy is painting a Lefty Goddess-a-Day for 365 days and posting all works in-progress on Instagram at http://instagram.com/kathycrabbeart

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Lammas-Tide Blessings

Kathy Crabbe, Lammas Blessings, 2013, watercolor and ink on paper, 8x10”.  The third great festival of the Celtic year takes place on August 1, known in Ireland as Lughnasadh, "the assembly of Lugh," one of the chief gods of the Tuatha Dé Dannan. It marks the midpoint of the summer half of the year between May and November and is the first of the three autumn months. In the Christian era the festival on August 1 became Lammas, the name derived from hlaf-mæsse (loaf-mass), the Old English name for the feast, when a loaf made from the first ripe grain was taken to church to be consecrated upon the altar. Rosemary ~ an herbe of Lammas

All who come into contact with Rosemary are blessed with the gift of remembrance.  Rosemary tones the mental faculties of those of all ages, but of elders in particular, keeping their memories intact. Rosemary is a special ally for elderly storytellers, aiding them in accurately preserving and telling the stories which keep us linked to our heritage and help us understand the weather that have shaped our families.

The wild folk and peasants held that rosemary would only grow well in a house where women were the dominating force. Rosemary was also revered by the Spaniards as one of the bushes that gave shelter to the Virgin Mary.

Rosemary Oil

  • jojoba oil or a cold-pressed organic olive oil
  • fresh or dried rosemary leaves

When making an infused oil from dried leaves, fill your jar only one-third of the way, as the leaves will draw the olive oil into themselves as they impart their own volatile oils to the matrix.   Makes an excellent cooking oil. When steeped in jojoba oil helps hair grow, massage it into the scalp rather than on the hair. Baking Bread ~ a Lammas Ritual

In a large mixing bowl combine:

  • 2 cps. milk warm to the touch
  • 2 packages dry baking yeast
  • 1 tsp. salt
  • 1/2 cp. honey
  • 1/4 cp. dark brown sugar

Cover bowl and set it aside in a warm place until it has doubled (about 1/2 an hour)

Add to this mixture and stir until bubbly:

  • 3 tbsp. softened butter
  • 2 cps. unbleached white flour
  • Sprouted wheat if you wish

Then mix in:

  • 1 cp. rye flour
  • 2 cps. stone-ground whole wheat flour

With floured hands turn this dough out onto a floured board and gradually knead in more unbleached white flour until the dough is smooth and elastic and no longer sticks to your fingers.

Place this dough in a greased bowl, turning it so that the dough is greased, then cover it with a clean cloth and keep it in a warm place to rise until it is doubled (about an hour). Then punch it down and divide it in half. Shape it into two round, slightly flattened balls, and place it on greased cookie sheets. Cover these and return them to a warm place until they double again.

When the final rising is almost complete, with your athame incise a pentagram on the loaf with words such as:

I invoke thee beloved Spirit of the Grain Be present in this Sacred Loaf.

Beat a whole egg and a tbsp. of water together and brush this over the loaves. Bake the loaves in a 300° oven for about an hour, or until they are done and sound hollow when they are tapped.

Resources Herbal Rituals by Judith Berger Wheel of the Year: Living the Magical Life by Pauline Campanelli Kindling the Celtic Spirit by Mara Freeman

Illustration by: Kathy Crabbe, Lammas Blessings, 2013, watercolor and ink on paper, 8x10”. 

Kathy Crabbe: Guiding Your Creative SoulKathy Crabbe is a Creative Soul Guide, artist, author and educator who has devoted her life to exploring spirituality and creativity with passion and integrity. Kathy empowers soul-seekers to live the life of their dreams through online resources, inspirational art, Divine Feminine eClasses, eBooks, and Creative Soul Readings infused with a rich background in the arts.

Summer Solstice Fairy Blessings & Beverages

Kathy Crabbe, Solstice Blessings, 2013, watercolor and ink on paper, 8x10”.Happy Solstice to all! Summer is the season of fire; healing fire; a time to work on Fire Magick; to purify and burn away the old, so that like the phoenix we can return stronger than ever. Solstice means "standstill" and refers to the way that the sun appears to rise and set in the same place for a few days around June 20 and 21. People in Europe traditionally lit bonfires to celebrate the sun at its height of power and to beg that it not withdraw into winter's darkness. Fires ritually strengthened the sun to help ripen fruits and grain and it protected humans and livestock from insect-borne disease.

  The Lords of Shadow

Where the water whispers mid the shadowy rowan-trees I have heard the Hidden People like the hum of swarming bees: And when the moon has risen and the brown burn glisters grey I have seen the Green Host marching in laughing disarray.

Fiona MacLeod

Summer Solstice Ingredients to make a Tasty Tipple

  • Rose, marigolds, geranium, hyacinth, nasturtium, violets and other summer blossoms (for decoration)
  • Fire herbs: allspice, basil, bay, clove, dill, fennel, ginger, nutmeg, peppermint
  • Flavourings: cashew nut, lime, orange, pomegranate, pineapple, walnut
  • Any beverage which is bright red or golden yellow in colour
  • Prepare beverage at noon, when the sun is most powerful

Resource Guide A Witches Brew by Patricia Telesco Kindling the Celtic Spirit by Mara Freeman

Kathy Crabbe, Kattern is grace under pressure, 2003, mixed media on paper, 8x10”.  Kathy Crabbe, Kattern is grace under pressure, 2003, mixed media on paper, 8x10”. 

Creative Soul Suggestion: You have a choice; to be truly alive in each and every second or to die a bit with each breath. You choose.

Kathy Crabbe: Guiding Your Creative Soul