Into the ruby red depths
of my heart I go
where I know
that power and peace
reside here.
Join me,
my fellow cave-dweller
on a journey
into deep space
where the buffalo roams
the eagle flies
the wolf cries.
Where we are safe
in our wild-ness
just be-ing
ourselves.

Beyond the mask, we wear, for protection and safety, who are we?

It’s tiring, isn’t it, to mask up? Literally.

Or, is it?

For those with autism, who may mask daily to survive, the wearing of a face mask can be a relief.

No chance for others to notice we’re not smiling, or not showing Neurotypical responses.

We can hide and be ourselves without fear of judgement.

Now that the Covid masks are starting to come off here in Temecula, Southern California, we are exposed again, yet feeling tired of having to pretend; and put on a face of agreeability, especially as women.

How are you handling the coming off of masks?

Last night I attended my first party without a mask feeling some social pressure to NOT be the only one wearing a mask, so I didn’t.

I put on my party face for a half hour, this time really noticing how much effort it was taking.

Afterwards and in bed that night I still didn’t know how I felt about it. Later, I did. I felt irritated and exhausted.

I’m recovering by writing and painting and channeling with the help of GARNET (the stone) who speaks:

To relax
Go deep
until you hear
the fairies singing,
Shimmering
Fascination
Takes over.

For more info about California Artist autism resources please check out The Art of Autism website.

About Kathy Crabbe

As a soul reader, astrologer and oracle deck maker the work I do touches many souls on a deep level. I offer sanctuary, solace and inspiration to soul seekers awakening and exploring hidden depths and other worlds. I provide a safe space and encouragement to assist my clients in shining light upon their gifts in tune with spirit and the divines.