Kathy Crabbe

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Self-Destruct

The silk panels I'm painting on are getting larger - more ambitious? (Not really, it's just that the silk itself is bigger due to the mouse holes that had eaten away at my early panels!)

Today I start fresh with a mini hypnosis session lasting five - ten minutes (suggested in the book "The Seth Material" by Jane Roberts - channeled info). I repeat a specific statement over and over, letting it permeate my cells, programming myself for the day ahead.

First I start with gesso on silk, then breakfast, then paint.

Getting ready to self-destruct on canvas.

Self-Destruct - 4' x 4' - acrylic & pastel on silk

I feel so close to you.

"But I remember everything...beneath the stains of time you will disappear". From the song "Hurt" by Nine Inch Nails

Musical & Movie Inspiration: Nine Inch Nails - "The Downward Spiral", The Kinks, Robyn Hitchcock and Portishead. Plus the wonderfully gorgeous movie "Mirror Mask".